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Wishful thinking.. [13 Nov 2005|01:02am] [ mood | worried ] You know that saying that kind of goes like this: Let what you love go and if it's meant to be it will come back to you..or some shit. Well I'm doing that. I don't LOVE this person. I just think things could work out. And did I mention that I am PETRIFIED of losing him? Well I am. I hope he comes back to me..running full speed ahead. Comments: 3 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[08 Nov 2005|01:05pm] [ mood | scared ] The conversation I've been dreading for the last 2 weeks must take place..today. Wish my heart luck. Comments: 2 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[08 Nov 2005|01:04pm] It's funny cause it's true. How to make a Blondegirl916 Ingredients: 3 parts anger 5 parts crazyiness 1 part instinct Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add lustfulness to taste! Do not overindulge! Username: Personality cocktail From Go-Quiz.com I love it..craziness..lustfulness..anger..instinct.. Haha. Comments: .Read.My.Thoughts..

[06 Nov 2005|10:41pm] Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain? Yeah, that's what I thought. Anyway. All is well. Sort of. I don't know. In a weird mood. Comments: .Read.My.Thoughts..

[01 Nov 2005|03:32pm] [ mood | content ] A short update. I'm happy. Things with Matt are moving slowly. But atleast they're moving, right? I'm scared to lose him. I'm happy. Comments: 2 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[23 Oct 2005|11:07pm] [ mood | confused ] It took me about 5 minutes into the road trip to decide who I want to be with. 5 minutes. I can't get him out of my head..but is this what I really need? I'm listening to one of my favorite songs. Both Hands. And I am watching your chest rise and fall With the tides of my life and the rest of it all And your bones against my bed frame And your flesh upon my pillow I am waiting for sleep To offer up the deep With Both Hands. Comments: 2 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[11 Oct 2005|04:36pm] [ mood | pissed off ] FUCK NEXTEL On another note, my phone will be up and working this weekend. So for all of you who have been calling me, I'm sorry. My phone is dead. I don't hate you..or trying to ignore you. My phone is dead. Period. End of Story. Comments: 1 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[08 Oct 2005|02:43am] Wow. My life just keeps getting more and more complicated. I keep making dumb decisions..and keep having my heart torn between my mind and my emotions. It also doesn't help that my phone is broken. However, it will be fixed by tomorrow. Comments: 6 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

Weird [06 Oct 2005|04:43am] The Nymph Deliberate Brutal Sex Dreamer (DBSDf) Sly. Sensual. Guarded. Different somehow. You are The Nymph. It appears like you're looking for a fling or a casual sexual relationship, but it's not that simple. You're a hungry but also very careful person, and this generates a certain amount of sexual tension within you and in your relationships. In other aspects of life, you get what you want. In relationships, that's not always the case. It's possible you intimidate potential lovers. Most likely, though, you're a little closed off--therefore mysterious--and, naturally, people find that difficult to get with. Maybe it's just part of your selection Your exact opposite: The Peach Random Gentle Love Master process, though. You've been in enough relationships to know to expose yourself slowly. When you do feel comfortable with someone, though, your torrid sexual appetite will make her very happy. Your cautious nature is also a big asset in a long-term relationship. It might take longer for love to establish itself, but when it does, it's all the stronger. ALWAYS AVOID: The Battleaxe CONSIDER: The Playstation Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating. My profile name: breakmybarriers Wow. Comments: 2 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[02 Oct 2005|02:25am] I think it's funny how a few hours can completely change how you feel about a person. Last night I played mom. I took care of this guy and laid with him until he almost fell asleep. I rehydrated him and made him eat some crackers. I did everything for him while he was completely drunk. His friends did nothing. All they wanted was for him to buy them more alcohol. I sobered up for him. I took control and helped him to his room. No one else did. And know what I realized? I can't stop thinking about him. He got really drunk again tonite, and I'm so worried. I was watching Finding Neverland and he was all I could think about. I want to be with him.. But I don't want things to crumble. Comments: 3 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[21 Sep 2005|02:18pm] [ mood | discontent ] I can't believe it's already been two years. Where has time gone? I feel so incomplete right now. I'd give it all for you. Comments: 3 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[19 Sep 2005|01:21pm] This is an entry deticated to my 3 girls. Sarah L., Nikicole, Katie S. I love you girls like no other. You 3 have been through everything with me..well Nikicole knows about everything..but without you 3 I wouldn't be here. You ladies mean so much to me I can't even begin to elaborate on that. I will always be here like you have been there for me. Sarah-We've been friends since kindergarten and as many differences as we've had, we've always worked through them. We can be brutally honest with eachother and we only get closer. I love you so much. I hope you always remember that. Katie-We've been friends since you were born. You are my sister. Not a younger sister..but my equal. We can not talk for months and then pick up right where we left off. You are so full of life and I know you will succeed in whatever you do. I love you katie-kay. Nikicole-We've only been friends a year..but it feels like a lifetime. You are my twin. Attached at the hip. We've been through the same things just to different degrees. You are the ethiopian I never had. meeting you has changed me..for good. I love you Nikicole. This is just a random entry about my girls. I hope they see this and remember how much they mean to me. Comments: 3 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

FUCKING FUNNY [09 Sep 2005|08:33pm] Alright..I thought everyone would appreciate this little convo. I had with this guy Aaron It goes like this: DruBass5: i was going to tell you that i was home tommorow BreakMyBarriers: what? BreakMyBarriers: That you WERE home TOMORROW? BreakMyBarriers: you couldn't have been somewhere before the day arrived. I about PISSED myself. Comments: .Read.My.Thoughts..

[03 Sep 2005|02:23am] So I made a show called ready? Great Sexpectations. I'm pretty pumped. Comments: 3 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[30 Aug 2005|02:47pm] Werrd up. It's been awhile..I know. But I'm residing in K-zoo for now. I adore it here. Allison just came in from showering. yeah she's a hottie. We're chilling..ya know. Ha. Well more later. Comments: 3 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[22 Aug 2005|11:20am] [ mood | tired ] Last night made my life. Hillary's partay was a SMASH HIT! Dancing the night away was exactly what I needed. And doing it with all of my theatre friends. So I am going to make a suggestion..and everyone who was there or who couldn't make it..or wasen't there but thinks I'm sweet respond with your input. I think ATLEAST once a year..we should throw a dance partay like that. More low budget..but equally as fun..and better music. Comment. But as cool as the night was..some weird shit took place. Nothing to be concerned about..but just something wierd. THE END. Comments: 5 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

Don't mind me..I'm just PISSED [17 Aug 2005|10:21pm] [ mood | pissed off ] The entire day up until now has been okay..then all of the sudden..BAM. I'm upset. No..not upset. ROYALLY PISSED OFF. Why you ask? Beats the FUCK out of me. .. Actually I do know one reason..but I can't state it on here. The reason is irrational. And I really shouldn't be upset. Especially if I'm as emotionless as I claim to be. Comments: 2 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

Annoying? Yes. A Necessity? Right now..Yes. [01 Aug 2005|09:05pm] [ mood | amused ] The Five Reasons Why I, Lindsey, Am A Dork: 1. I mostly listen to showtunes. 2. I sit around quoting the same quotes from the same comedian all day 3. I like to draw pictures of trash cans talking to street lamps (Haha. Nikicole.) 4. My voice drops 8 octaves at night 5. I make up new names to call people by putting a Mc between 2 words ex. Bossy McStick-up-the-ass. Tag You're it! Babydawl2312, wickywoo, mmkbye, dramababe2468, K_a_y_y_t_e_e_e Comments: 9 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[28 Jul 2005|05:48pm] I dyed my hair again. It's hot. New icon picture soon. Comments: 7 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

[19 Jul 2005|01:21am] LiveJournal Haiku! Your name: Blondegirl916 Your haiku: la la la la la lai don't know it's a little early to whip out Username: Created by Grahame Finding Neverland is such a magical movie.. Anyway..a quote from today. (Talking about how water has no flavor) Nikicole: Water has no flavor Me: Tap Water has a flavor Nikicole: Yeah, ass. Comments: 3 .Rejected.. .Read.My.Thoughts..

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